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I am happy!

Once again, it’s been a while since I made a new entry. I’ve been so involved with my FaceBook & Tumblr accounts, that I forget about this site. Plus not many people look on here, anyway.

So, what’s new with me? My boyfriend (Johnny) came to visit at the end of May and stayed until the middle of July. That was amazing. We really hit it off well. We went to a lot of local stores and restaurants as well as the Inner Harbour (Aquarium and Science Centre). We had so much fun. I have a lot of photos of us up on my FaceBook if anyone is interested.

While he was here, I saw the cutest bunny in the pet store (which I didn’t intend to buy from, but this girl was so adorable). My mom let me get her and we named her Dinky (Dinky II, actually, since I had a male bunny named Dinky years ago). She’s the cutest thing!

My one (sweet) rat (Max) died many months ago. Dudley (the biter) is about 3 years old now and has balance problems, but he’s still his perky self.

Since I don’t post here often, I never mentioned my friend Sam. During Johnny’s and my off-time where he was with someone else, I decided to agree to meet this girl offline last year. We went to the fair. We didn’t talk much, both were shy, we bonded over the goats. We stopped at McDonald’s (where she used to work) and we sat for a bit and had a sweet tea. Seeing her with her friends and being herself made me see her totally differently and I felt better about it all. She was a big girl, a bit shorter than I am, tattoos and piercings. She was a goofball, like me. We hung out several times, went to a movie, hung out at her aunt’s place, etc. After the 3rd meeting, I was able to be myself around her with no hesitations. I got to see her get her tattoo touched up. We had fun. We were both recently dumped, so we bonded over there, as well.

Things were going well, we chatted online a lot. I was moving a bit too slow for her, so she agreed to go meet this other girl and then said she was unsure about it all, but they ended up meeting and getting together. I felt a bit hurt, we parted ways, Johnny and I got back together, Sam and her girl broke up, we got back in touch in 2011 and decided to hang out. We went to the mall and had fun. She was about to get her own car back the following week and we were gonna go see a movie then. We talked one night online and the next day, I saw on her FaceBook that she had passed away in her sleep. I was a wreck. I finally go out and meet someone, we become good friends and get along great and then I lose her. I didn’t have the strength to go to the funeral. I just hope she’s happier where she is, because she certainly deserves happiness. She always had love from people and I hope she realizes that.

Anyway, I started therapy (basically small chats and medication trials) for my anxiety and depression. A few months ago I started seeing a psychologist. Just talking about things really helps. I’ve been on so many different medications (limited to what Wal-Mart covers) but none have worked. My doc says she can notice a little change, though.

Oh, I started to stretch my ears. I’m on 4g at the moment. I like how it looks. Mowhawk hair is still going on. Dare to be yourself. Dare to be different. Dare to like it.

I hope everyone is doing well. Hit me up on the linked sites above to keep in better touch with me!


2011 is here!

Wow, I logged in to change some minor things on my live.com account and saw it had switched over to WordPress.com so I had to spend over an hour setting all this up. I don’t even use this, but whatever.

Just wanted to say how much in love I am with Johnny Sellen! My life has changed so much (for the better!) since I met him on the 14th of November, 2009. We started dating on the 3rd of February 2010. Even though we had a few months of off-time, we’re back together and even more in love now. I can’t wait for him to come visit me. It’s hard being in love with someone who lives in a whole other state (where I was originally born!) but I know we’ll make it work. It’s my first relationship and I can’t imagine my life without him. Who woulda thought that it would take me almost 33 years to fall in love with someone (whom I thought was a girl at the time, but soon learned he was rather interested in living as a man). I get both of both worlds in a way. And I’m quite pleased.

I got rid of most of my fansites. Took a (re-) interest in the Kennedy family (Teddy the most), lately. Johnny is a fan as well so that works out nice.

I spend most of my time on Facebook so feel free to add me over there. Links are on the sidebar. Take care!

And here I am, again….

I finally got a wireless router for my laptop. Yay! I’m setting up MSN on here and thought I’d post.

I got a hair cut a few months ago. Only a couple inches long in length and I wore it spiked up all over in messy spikes. It’s growing out and now I like it this way, too. I have photos but they’re on my Facebook and MySpace pages (both under OckGal).

So I went from Edward Herrmann, to Fred Gwynne and now to Dudley Moore. I became a Dudley fan in middle school and when I got a computer (after high school) I made a website called Dudley Moore – Come Again. I recently moved it to a better host, redesigned it (several times) and gave it a new name.

Forever Moore – http://dudleymoore.starszz.com

Check it out some time.

In other news, I got together with my old best friend whom I hadn’t seen in about 10 years. I’m not good around people, but it was a nice experience.

Went to the Olive Garden with my mom, yesterday. Delicious meal! My mom is the best person, ever. I love you, Mom!!!!

Well, drop me a note on the chatty thing if you see me online. Until next time….